DAY 71

Final day was yesterday,
no fuss,
just let it happen.

This morning?
mmm...

HEAVY rather than HEADY

opening up resolves closure?

nothing to close off, 
just passing through having a look,
not sticking around getting bogged down,

taking leave.

making distance,
stretching the connection.

hahaha...

 

DAY 70

So... closing the project...

Pressure is building up.

I haven't given much thought on HOW, it seems, not planned it.

Attention has been with following the fluid contents of my intention.
The presence of INTENTION, without knowing its direction, without direction full stop... hahaha.
Not planning HOW,
letting HOW show itself.
Steering without steering.
hahaha.... pressure building up!
(15 October)

Sunday morning, Final day...

DAY 69

I want, I want, I want... (day 26)
seems to have transferred in
I do, I do, I do.... hahaha

DAY 68

VOLLEDIG. 
COMPLETE.
Empty or full .... BOTH.
Muddled and clear.
      
      CONFUSED?

      Hahaha...

      IN BETWEEN

The 13 week experience,
it is what it is,
was what it was,
will be what it is made to be.

Let the experience go,
do something with the "leftovers",
the notes, the scribbles,

going back to take forward,
take some distance, (een aanloop, a run-up)


....

to be continued, 
sooner... later..., both.

WEEK XIII - DAY 67

On the 1st day of this final week,
shutting it down,
closing off, 
letting go,
very autumn like, mmm...

clouds and trees,

DAY 64

A 13 week long experience, rather than experiment.
A heady start again this morning, towards the end of week 12,
somewhere in between closing and opening I suppose.

Not a cloud in sight...
Following Tree's is sooooo different.

Before 

After

DAY 63

Boxes, boxes, boxes,
they take care of their contents,

there's a load on the way, hahaha,
can't wait. 

WEEK XII - DAY 61

A lead taking me...
around the corner...

hadn't been expecting these HEADY releases last week,
and they seem to be flowing over into this week as well.
I' m helpless in the moment, 
helpless in my ability to decant them.
Lacking jugs, 
the confrontation with REALITY, mind altering.
I suppose I'm following this project in its wind down,
experiencing a boost of energy...
a rather exhausting boost of energy...
hahaha...